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Well, I made it! I completed my first week of work and I feel, well I really do not know how I feel. I have cried pretty much every day. I feel beat down spiritually when I get home and that is not something I am used to. I have been sheltered for the past 3 years. Now I am out in the world, putting my faith to work and I did not remember it being this hard. I am not around spiritual people at work. I pray constantly for God's light to shine through, but it is tough.
Chris is such a wonderful husband, he is hanging in there taking care of the girls. Tuesdays we will put the girls in daycare, but only for that day. I have a ton of paperwork to fill out for them. The daycare is one of two three star daycares in Oklahoma, at least that is what I was told. I went in there the other day and was really impressed but also very scared. The girls will not be in the same classroom for now, so I am not for sure how I feel about that. They will both be on a waiting list though.
The house is a mess. We still have not gotten much of a system to keep the house clean.
I like the job, the work is right up my alley, although here in a few weeks I may not be saying that. My knee is bothering me pretty bad. I am going to make a doctor's appointment in a couple of weeks to see what is going on with it. I am pretty sure it's a tumor in the joint.
Well, I think I have jabbered on enough. Mandy
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